Sunday, December 18, 2011

Born In The Friend Zone

That's right, i can't get someone to like me to save my life!
I'm the kind of a girl that can't just fall for some random guy. I always fall for my friend, and its not usually just a causal friend, most often times its my best friend. There's just something about being able to talk to someone about nothing, and just enjoy their company that makes me like them so much. And i like them even more when they don't ask me lots of questions about myself, but just let me tell them, and they sit there and listen. And when they make me laugh, that's another 50 points. When they take my shit and give it right back, that's another 50 points. It's not really on a point spectrum, I'm just saying that figuratively.
It would be really nice to have someone to go on double dates with, buy things for and bring to family functions that i hate being by myself at, but not everyone can be so lucky i suppose. This post really isn't about me being "desperate" for a boyfriend. because i'm not!! It just gets really old watching all your friends go on dates, have someone to text all the time, or get random phone calls from just because someone wanted to talk to them when they can't be with them.
I just want to find someone i can send random pictures to of me making a weird ass faces, someone to watch movies with me, go get ice cream, watch the stars with me at night so i don't get scared by myself, or even do homework with after school.
But if no one is down for that, I'm fine with just having a good time. But then again, who isn't?!
Have a happy holiday season and enjoy the time you get with those you love (: <3
Muah, XOXO Chels (:

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Christmas List!

I know that making a Christmas List is super selfish and "i'm expecting you to buy me something and if you do it should be this or i won't like it" but its really not for me. Making a Christmas list is pretty much an early Christmas to myself! i'm trying to remember a time when i got more than 20% of the stuff from my Christmas list.. but i can't. It's not really about getting what's on it, it about knowing what i like this year, and what i would want, you know, if i had money. And its kind of like window shopping! i look at pictures of the things i want, write them down, get all happy about it then it dies off. So technically i'm just giving myself the present without really receiving  it, or getting to use/wear it. (: so here is my 2011 Christmas List:

A Lakers hat! I don't even know if i'm a Lakers fan, but i do know that i love Lamar Odom and their colors. (:
A video camera! small, but gets the job done. i want to be able to record my happy life with my friends.
Cool Story Bro.

A Boyfriend. Not realistic, but i can't say i don't want one.
EAR MUFFS! (googleable)


There are the main things. (:
Have a Happy Christmas!!