Help me, it's the "H" word.

Seriously though, we have over a month til Homecoming and you people at Syracuse high are already talking about it?! calm your ish and chill out for at least two more weeks, please. i don't think i can handle listening to this banter in every one of my classes, the hallway and at lunch for another >30 days. I'm a girl and i know for a fact, "chicks" don't need four weeks to find a freakin dress (that is probably super hideous anyway). THAT IS SO RIDICULOUS. i've done it in a week.
Basically, i wish people would STFU about it for a few more weeks (:

THANKS!


XO Chels <3

"Siiick uhv iiit"...

 ALREADY.

So basically today was the first day of the yearly long-as-F 9 months. It wasn't horrible, just the fact that I'm at school is what totally blows. Here is how my day went:

Don't worry, i just got to school at the ass crack of dawn because i thought people would be there. Definitely not. BUT i did get a pretty kick A parking spot. 

As the 80 billion people plus the 90 trillion sophomores started piling into the hallway (which used to be big, either people gained weight or people were multiplying as they talked. I'm unsure which.) i started sweating my clothes right off of my body (not really).. but I was SO FREAKIN SWEATY.

Then, i walked up to Shwartz's English class with my good friend Brecken Holbrook who had a class across the hall. It is your typical English class, super plain and absolutely no one to talk to. I can't complain too much though, the silence was pretty nice. UNTIL the girl right next to me decided to talk my ear off about subjects such as: "I was on the news once." "my mom would not stop calling me at work the other day" "i hate my neighbors!" i wanted to stab myself in the eyeball with my favorite green mechanical pencil.

Second period is the absolute best. Psychology with Bearnson! and like 11 really funny people. We did this activity where we passed around a role of toilet paper and had to tear off as much as we wanted. most people took about 8 squares... not this kid. He took freakin 92! for every square you had, you had to tell something about yourself. It's a good thing he is kind of funny because that was the most hilarious part of my whole day. I definitely won't be sluffing that class.

Third period is just Reisbeck's class. And no offense, because it won't be bad, but let's be honest... its just not something entertaining or fun to talk about. so... on with the rest of my day. (:

LUNCH. I took me, Sharlie, and Alyssa to Alyssa's house and i serious am so glad they go to my school because they are both a riot. not to mention she had bagels from god with some gorgeous strawberry spread. I can't stop thinking about it. Any lunch after today will be hard to beat.

The joke now is to call me a slut because my mom was so worried i was going to get sent home from school for my tummy showing with that shirt. lmao. (:

I just want to run far FAR away every time i even think about my computer tech class. "My name is Mrs. Rosier, not  Row-see-er, ROW-SURE." blah blah blah. This bitch thinks it's completely necessary to have a F****** MICROPHONE to talk to our class of 30 people!! And usually when you have a mic you use it wisely, right? like don't say everything that pops into your head? NO. THIS LADY SAYS EVERYTHING, EVEN SOUNDS. I'm basically already super over this class. 1 down, 19 more to go.

After school is always a good time though. I get to see all muh gurlz.

IPAD PICTURES Ariana, myself, Shar, Lyssa, Jlora, and Kell <3

After this madness, i had a very successful workout with my steeze Alyssa. Thank you much!

I figure school is always going to be pretty "shitty" but as long as I try to make the best of the small moments i get, (^^like these^^) i will continue to be happy and become happier. Patience is a virtue, but as long as we are waiting for the big things to happen, let's make sure we are appreciating the beauty in all the small things.
I'm not about to let people get me down or keep me from being who i want to be. This is my year, and i will do what i want with it. Forget the haters, Love the lovers, Make new friends, Be the person we are looking for. The main thing getting me through this year will be the gratification of talking, smiling, or waving at someone who isn't getting it. I haven't always got it in return, but at least i've tried. and that's more than some of the people at my school can say. As long as you keep up the "I will not be seen talking to people like _______ __________, He's a freaking nerd" attitude, you will have no one looking up to you and zero friends. Maybe it's time to take a step back and observe yourself. I did, and i didn't like what i saw. it's never too late to make a change. Have a lovely school year!

XO Chels

Angry Word Vomit.

Listen here. If you are going to be a bitch to me then i'm done:
driving your ass places
Listening to you talk about how much you love to "party" and take your clothes off.
your gay ass douche bag guy friends
volleyball this, volleyball that.
and stop thinking you're above everyone.

Either you're nice to me and actually be a friend if you're going to call us that... or get out of my life.
you girls have pissed me off too many times for me to put up with it anymore.
K thanks for being bitches.


Sincerely, we are no longer friends (just acquaintances)
XO Chels

I Miss:

First of all i just want to throw this out there. My hair, smells like horse shit. Every time i get a whiff, i gag. (EFFF natural hair dyes)

I can honestly say that i hate my life lately.
My best friend lives in east Jesus Layton,
i'm surrounded by bitches and their bitchy attitudes,
everyone smokes weed.. and i'm bored of getting ditched for that damn herb,
the last kid i dated hates my guts,
the two boys i liked this summer don't really talk to me anymore... awesome.
Brecken moved to Bountiful, i never get to see her anymore.
annnnnnnd i didn't make the volleyball team... talk about a huge smack to the face.


I just want to reflect on the happy times in my life. So here they are. Too bad they were all like a while ago. LOL (not really laughing out loud).

She used to have time for me. <3 haha

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i miss this horrible class with this beautiful girl.

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i miss all these people.

i miss the way people used to be.

i miss when everyone in my grade that went to WPJH was all like a family.

i miss my sister's friends crashing my parties.

I miss Nathan Norman.

i miss all three of these boys..

the cutest BFF eva

<3

we made a cute couple.

i miss times like this with my Fergu.

i wish i could relive this night over and over again.

the baddest bitches.

Kell<3

i miss whit.

i miss hanging out with him everyday.

i miss my best friend.

best pool day ever.

i miss how they all used to talk to each other all the time.

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I MISS HAWAII

i miss hanging out with all these boys..

<3

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i miss how things used to be between us.

i miss working out here.

things are better now than they ever have been, as friends <3

dancer night with my girls

after school

baseball trip<3

i miss managing.

i miss this bus ride home, sometimes. haha it was a good time.

i miss zack.

i miss the way things used to be.

my favs<3 the best ones.